@Lee Marsh
""Nobody knew how depressed or suicidal I was. I just plastered a smile on my face and did all the things expected of an elders wife. I suspect most people are the same. In my over 20 years talking to ex-JWs they almost all say the say thing.""
I totally concur. You see these plastic, painted faces at the meetings, a$$emblies and what not.
Some fantasy promise of an Armageddon or paradise which is never going to happen. Meanwhile not looking after yourself financially or planning one's retirement.
They mostly say the same thing, they were in it just to please people.
so happy you've made a remarkable come-back with your health though!!!